1/2 of 2009 is fucking gone, tamadee

knn half of 2009 is gone... I'm still working veli hard day & nite for $$$, still studying moderately hard for my degree wif ECU(BSc Exercise & Sports Science), still training for 6packs, although now can feel cannot see, knn. Join Clark Hatch for RM900 (S$400/yr)bucks to force myself go gym workout, once u paid the $$$ u're more motivated coz u dun wanna waste it, especially for such a $$$-minded ME. Btw this Clark Hatch gym is in JB City Square, shit(tt's one in Bugis Hotel Inter-Continental though). What e Fark hav i got myself into, I'll go der at late evenings after work(none schooling days), stay at Bryan home, nxt morning go back to Sg work. I thought it's fine, staying in W'lands is an advantage, only 45mins from home. After tt can chill in Msia, eat some very cheap & nice food. Thought of buyin' a car(freaking cheap, like RM20,000 can liao) in Msia since I got my license orady. BUT! Sporean cant drive msia plate car. I dun giv a fuck though, Bryan had been driving in msia for so many fucking yrs without license. If got caught, I'll jus pay myself out of trouble. $$$ can solve every sort of unhappiness & troubles in life. $$$ help speed things up, I work for $$$ now to do things I love. I love $$$ but will not be slave to her. Family, friends & love are more important than $$$. BUT, no $$$ led to family quarrels, no $$$ u cant enjoy trips out wif frens, no $$$ u can only do window shopping, see see look look but cant do, wif ur GF. I experinced tis, it totally sucks. I wanna spend $$$ comfortably, tt's y i'm working hard for it. I'm not a calculative person, but not too dumb to blindly spend. Once I graduate, I shall make $$$ work for me, stocks, property investment, businesses, it'll take time......... spend $$$ to save time, spend time to save $$$, tt's the cycle. I prefer spend $$$ to save time coz i ain't got much left.